Dear MAN .. I Cast A Spell On You

Mirror ... mirror on the wall,
Who's the fairest fair of all?
Mirror ... mirror on the wall,
Who's the smartest head of all?
Mirror ... mirror on the wall,
Who's that girl standing tall?
Mirror ... mirror on the wall,
Who's to hold me when I fall?
Mirror ... mirror on the wall,
Why are you not answering my call?
Oh mirror
The lines and the scars you do not hide;
My scattered thoughts you would not guide.
Me myself and I; the gap so wide;
Oh mirror; you make me look inside.
You show me a girl against the tide;
By the rules she would not abide.
Within your frame, a caged spirit am I?
By your name, what voice have I?
Mirror ... mirror on the wall,
She shall never stutter;
With a new voice, words she will utter.
Mirror ... mirror on the wall,
Her fear you shall never show;
Fearless she is to know.
Cruel mirror
Why show me a figure so broken?
Why tell me words unspoken?
So my mirror
Where is the little fat girl that you used to show me?
Where are the frightened eyes that used to look at me?
Is she still hiding her smile with her hand?
Is she still looking for a magic wand?
Oh mirror ... Why can't you lie?

Dear MAN

You sat there with your head between your hands starring at a checkered floor in that old abandoned restaurant and I watched your tears drop off your face and wet the tip of my boots as I crossed my legs in my defense. "I did not know that you loved me" he said. "How could I have even guessed? You do not call, you do not try to see me, you do not get hurt when I leave you, you do not beg me to stay, and you refused to get married to me ... how could I have known?" His voice choked in anger at my silent figure sitting in front of him. He begged me to speak up. He needed an explanation. He needed to move on. He needed to turn the page where my name was engraved.

"You are married now. It's no use having this conversation" I replied in a peaceful tone.
"I want to try to understand you one last time" His eyes pleaded.

Dear MAN

I have learnt that love should not be treated like hunger, thirst or sleep. When you are hungry or thirsty or sleepy you have to act upon your need; you get a sandwich or a drink or a nap or a partner. Love works differently. Love is to be enjoyed not acted upon. I did miss you but I just sat there and celebrated the human gift of craving another human being. I did nothing. I wanted to hear your voice but I just sat there and celebrated the human gift of summoning the memory of another person. I did nothing.

I wanted to go out with you but I just sat there and celebrated the human gift of imagination. I colored my own dreams of you and of being with you. Loving you in my head has given me more pleasure than actually being with you. You left me. I smiled because I know I had a better version of you. You came back. I smiled because I know you will leave again. You asked me to marry you because you knew I will say no. I said no because I knew you did not even know me to love me. Then I heard you got married.
I smiled.

When you were not looking,
in your core
I planted my seed.

Before you know it,
I shall grow in your soul
like a leafy tree of a hundred years.

I know a man who loved a woman for a good while, she did not even guess it. He tried thousands of times to cross their roads. She was reluctant even to try getting to know him.Just make the move ..

Every girl's wish ...

I want a boy.
A bad boy, but a bad boy with a soft side.
A boy who will make me laugh.A boy who will let me play with his hair.
A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and walk me two classes away.A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get to school.
A boy who will never be ashamed of me ....
A boy who would go to something even though he doesn't want to; just to see me.
A boy who will run his fingers through my hair.
A boy who would take the long way to class and be late just to see me for 30 seconds.
A boy who would stay after school with me just to walk around and talk.
A boy that can free style for me.
A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me something random but sweet.
A boy that acts normal around anyone.
A boy who would tell a girl that he had a girlfriend.
A boy who would make out in the rain with me.
A boy who would lay under the stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his chest. A boy who would wait for me outside the bathroom.
A boy who would come up behind me; take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder so I can put mine on his.
A boy who lets me pay for some thing’s.
A boy who would do something special for me if I were having a bad day.
A boy who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.
A boy who would take someone's cell phone; go into the bathroom and call me if I wasn't in school; and find out where I was.
A boy who would tell me things through my friends.
A boy who yells my name from across the hall.
A boy who would meet me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.
A boy who would beat another guys a$$ if they were messing with me.
A boy who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.
A boy who would call me at 3am and ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was thinking about me.
A boy who would go to the mall with me and we'd make fun of people.
A boy who would go places with me and my friends even though he'd be the only guy.
A boy who would laugh at me when I get a detention; only because he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.
A boy who would help me with my homework; even though he doesn’t know it either.
A boy who would pick out a song that made him think of me.
A boy who likes some of my music; and I would like some of his; even
though we both in the first place hated it; but now love it cause they
like it.
A boy who would help me if I was having problems at home.
A boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see a stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back and make out.
A boy who makes his friends jealous of me because he talks about me so much.A boy who lets me take pictures of him at embarrassing times.
A boy who would pretty much do anything for me.'
... i wish you all this guy ...